Thing of huge stress for me at the moment:
So my friend Claire is... well. How can I put this. She's a dropkick, in the nicest possible loving caring way, and I'm trying so hard not to sound like a snobby bitch but here it is, she failed out of high school, she works in a shoe store, she will never never never get her ass into g and do anything. I mean, I desperately hope she will, because no-one wants to see one of their friends fail at life, but basically it's... it's kinda becoming so hard to watch her move out of home two weeks before finals, live with some guy who's even more of a dropkick, skip between three different flats, and allow her act top fall to pieces. I'm not saying it's irretrievable or anything, and I'm not being judgemental (I hope. Probably I really am. But I'm trying hard not to be.) but it is really difficult for me to be around her because half of the time I want to beat her up and tell her if she'd just goddamn exerted herself she would have passed with no problems whatsoever, if she quit smoking she'd have more money, if she cut down on her clubbing even a little bit she wouldn't be so tired, blah blah horrible bitchy blah. *feels guilty* Anyway, this Claire has just...
... moved in. Um. So this is a huge pain for me because she's IN MY ROOM with all her stuff everywhere and it's not like I don't have enough junk making my room a mess and WAH I LOVE HER BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH HER. Which I guess is because I don't trust her and am, like, 100% different from her, and also I'm in a really bad mood tonight for no apparent reason.
RAGE.
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