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Okay, so I know what you all want to read desperately right now: me, struggling with my timetable for next year, and my plans for the year after that.

So for the past two or so years I've been doing a BA/BSc majoring in english, philosophy and mathematics, respectively. (Actually, the BA was originally in linguistics, but it kind of bored me so I switched.) After two years, this is what I have that's relevant (I also have some french and a little extra linguistics, but who cares):

LING/ENGL101: Int. to the English Language
ENGL1something: Shakespeare
ENGL2something: Nineteenth Century Environments

PHIL134: Logic
PHIL208: Logic A
PHIL209: Logic B
LING/PHILsomething: Semantics
PHIl233: Epistemology and Metaphysics

MATH105: Mathematics 1A or 1B or something, anyway, it's a double paper and it's pretty much all you need from first year maths
MATH221/222: (making one full paper) Algebra and Cryptography, and Groups and Symmetry

To graduate with my stated majors, I probably need to spend at least two and a half more years in my undergraduate degree. So my question to you, dear friends (and I would really appreciate advice in this, actually): is it worth it? To spend nearly five years on an undergraduate degree, burn out on what I really like doing, and then spend another however many years getting a postgrad degree at Victoria? And then probably go somewhere else and get some more education? Or would it be smarter to cut my degree down to a BA in Philosophy and English, uproot from Canty and head up to Victoria to do postgrad in 2008? Maybe finish off my undergrad Maths at the same time? (this mostly seems attractive to me because - home in wellington! creative writing programme! good philosophy!) one other thing, I don't even know if I can do that this year. I've totally overloaded on papers every year so I should theoretically, but --



The other thing I'm majorly stressing about in a silly way is: what the hell papers should I take? If I do want to graduate at the end of this year, I'm faced with the prospect of getting at least two third year papers in both English and Philosophy, plus the second-year English poetry writing paper (I got accepted, by the way! \o/) . Third year papers are worth 28 points; second-year is worth 22; so that comes to, hrm, 134 points. I can maybe fit in one more second year paper, bringing me to 156; they'll make faces at me, but I can totally handle it, I did 154 this year and I only got that one C+ because I stopped going to classes. I can do better, really, and I can handle three papers per semester. I think. Especially if it's two third years and one second year - above and away my best mark this year was also the paper with the highest workload by a LONG shot, I just need to like my classes.

So! Assuming they let me, this is what I'm definitely doing:

Semester One:

ENGL2something: Poetry

Semester Two:
PHIL3something: Philosophy of Logic

So... I get one second year and one third year phil, and two third year English. Assuming they let me into third year English, I only have a couple English papers (but my marks for them are pretty great - A+, A-, A+ - so they'll probably be nice to me. Maybe.)

WRT: Phil, I feel like I should do proper core philosophy stuff like, you know, history of philosophy and ethics, but what I'm *really* keen on is the political philosophy paper - especially since I'm considering doing postgrad at Vic, you know? I mean, while ideally I'd carry on with Logic, I don't know what the logic is like at Vic and, well, in Wellington pols is really employable. It doesn't help that all the second semester 200-level PHIL papers are, you know, Philosophy of Art and greek philosophy and junk like that. All the stuff I'm actually interested in, like Philosophy of Science, Ethics, and Political Thought are all in the first semester. the only things in the second semester I'm faintly interested in are Biomedical ethics and... actually, no, that's it. Although I suppose I could use the Greeks. you don't get more core than the greeks. I suppose I should do PHIL301: History of Philosophy in the first semester, but... ugh. BORING. Contemporary Political Philosophy looks more interesting - and useful. ALTHOUGH I could do 371: Ethics. But then I'd end up doing Ethics and... Biomedical ethics, which, um, not really the direction I'd been planning on taking my degree, although I suppose Biomedical ethics would be really easy.

And on the ENGL side of things, naturally they're not offering the one thing I really, really want to do - romantic poetry and prose. In fact, funnily enough, they're not offering a lot of papers next year. Damn you, staff cuts. Damn you to hell. ALTHOUGH OH HOLY SHIT: ENGL313: CULTURES OF THE SUPERNATURAL. I am so there, I am so there, look at those texts, guys! okay, god, SO doing that paper. So all I need is a second semester paper - I'm really pissed off, by the way, that my favourite lecturer EVER is on some kind of candyass sabbatical next year and only teaching at 100 and 200 level. :( But, yeesh, the second semester papers frankly suck. NZ Literature, Postcolonial writing, and Eighteenth Century Worlds? Meh. :-/ Postcolonial could be quite cool, but I doubt it would be. And I don't know any of the lecturers. I want Huw Griffiths and Jed Mayer! Why aren't they lecturing, damn them?

I suppose I could do two third year English papers in the first semester and two third year Phil papers in the second, but that would mean totally blocked-out one kind in each semester and I frankly don't find that prospect attractive, although then I could do the Nineteenth Century Novel paper... but the Phil second semester papers suck again, so no.

Oh, woes, kids. *dramatic sigh*


Yeah, yeah, yeah, this is a lot of pointless blether about nothing whatsoever. Suck it up, most of it's under a cut.

Also, interesting fact: I've started to have anxiety nightmares about being late for work. I've had nightmares every night this week and it's really starting to stress me out, because they leave me tired enough that I... sleep in, and am late for work. In my defense, I start work at seven am most mornings, which means I have to be out of the house by half past six. it's not hard for me to be late. But... eh. it's creepy because I've never had nightmares like this before! And on that note I'm going the hell to bed.
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